vchera tak i ne pereseklas s Tim-nefiig zvonit na chas pozge chem nado,,,zatusila s Waelem, ktr otlovil menya poka ya shla v zal,,,v zale Sean protrepal mne ves mozg, a nu da, eshe poslednie dengi za prosrochennyi disk prishlos' zaplatit (:
potusili v pustyni...bezhali na peregonki do dereva, ya obognala ego"l just had a massage!!!", zalest na derevo bylo legko, it had a "v" shape and one part started comin off so l tried to get down and he was helpin me by catchin me and l ended up scratchin myself....altho it was damn nice to land on his shoulders...why does everyone try to save my freakin life?...

vecherom priehal Faris i ya snova prospala zal...(: zato sednya pochti v horoshem nastroenii,,,i eshe on sok privez apelsinovyi (:, s ktr i nachalos moe utro (:
ne hvataet Leny...i na raote i tak tozhe,,,l dazhe ee hrapa(: gy
a eshe lyublyu lenny kravitz, chitayu baha i veryu v LYUBOFF!!!

sumasshedshie vyhodnye...kak mnogo soobshenii nachinayutsya s etih slov....slushayu lenny kravitz "l'll be waiting" na youtube, p'yu chai..pytayus prosnotsya..vchera usnula v mashine...na koltse Fedy(mulat s Lodge, obezaruzhennyi v chetverg...) menya razbudil i ya elekak dopolzla do posteli gde usnula ne razdevshis ne zavev budulnik(prosnulas uzhe kogda Kirill pod'ehal)
nenavizhu utro ponedelnika(nu nashei subboty)...vstretila Abdul Karim v lodge
vstretila ego v cactus...i chus' ne svernula bashku, posmatrivaya za nim cherez nesolko stolov i steklyanuyu stenu..on byl snaruzhi...a kogda govorila s nim to kakto stranno podgibalis kolenki i ya ne znala chto skazat...a potom prosto tupo ulybalas' posle razgovora s nim..my peresekaemsa sluchaino gdeto v kakom nit bare...a potom snova ne videmsya...ya nenavizhu ego druzei za to chto ONI s nim a ne ya...i y alyublyu ih potomu chto oni svyazany s nim...hren' kakayato...navernoe prosto skoro vesna...

slushayu staryi staryi disk eklektiki...tak legko i horosho na dushe...vchera gonyali na baikah,,,Carlos i Ray popolnili moi organizm adrenalinom na dolgoe vremya (:
malchiki nachali vypendivatsya drug pered drugom(kak i ozhidalos'), a ya ezdila s nimi po ocheredi chtoby nikomu ne obidno bylo (:..stalo strashno kogda Carlos poehal vyshe 250ti...ya vtsepilas silno silno chtoby ne otvalitsya na skorosti (:, straAAAshno,,,i prodyvaet sheyu esli ne zakyt...
eshe 2 baika prisoedinilis k nam na jumeirah...stalo eshe bodree...odin chel vel lezha baik, to prygal na nem to eshe vsyacheski razvlekal nas..(:
voobshem otpadno ottusili..na dnyah bolshaya ride out tak chto mozhet eshe tam potusim...

prazdnik proshel, ostaviv u menya v komnate zeleno-rozovye orhidei, krasnuyu ferrari s pultom i fioletovogo!!! verblyuzhenka,,,vospominaniya o svechah na plyazhe i nashih progulkah...

ya kak obychno ne znayu chego zhe mne hochetsya i eti dlinnoresnitchatye vlyublennye glazki tolko eshe bolshe putayut menya...uzhe pochti mesyats i navernoe eto chtoto znachit...
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vchera chereschur aktivnyi den byl
yoga-trenazhery plavanie v 7 utra,,,sklad,,,dom(urra, pochinili vodu!)
vecherom russkii restoran, naelas do otvala, tak nadoela vsya ostalnaya chush...a tut solyanka, manty, shashlyk...yammee...uchila Faris est' manty rukami..ochen treshno poluchilos,,,
prostyla vecherom, sednya bolit gorlo i sheya--produlo v parke, hot i byli tam min 15.......

vchera eshe s Kirillom byli na plyazhe vozle JBR, vidlei yurtu kakogoto chela i 2 verblyuda..nado kak nit s fotom tuda navedatsya...govoryat(tochnee skazala devochka s Ufy), chto on tam kruglyi god zhivet...ya podoshla k verblyudu na 1,5 metra...vsetaki oni realno s arabmi pohozhi
takie bolshie chernye glazki s dlinyushimi resnitsami...

eshe snilsya duratskii son gde ya koekogo ubila knigoi nasmert...prichem mne dazhe ne stalo ploho ili strashno ot etogo vo sne..i posle ne ochen'...
vperedi eshe odin solnechnyi den, mozhet eshe popodu na hip hop tusu v lodge
posmotrim
peace out
S.

Fazza stal koronovannym printsom Dubay! wohoo!!!

spor davno proigran blagodarya my witch boy Faris..poslednie dni my provodim vmeste
vyhodnoi navernoe tozhe...ili vsetaki Ferry Corsten?...
pogovorila segodnya s Kelly iz ALL AS ONE
skoro dolzhna vstretitsya s kemnit iz volonteroff daby prisoedinitsya k nim,,,,takie dela
very happy and excited....
segodnya v zal,,,a zavtra v otryv...
na rabote nevest chto tvoritsya....
peace out
PS life is beautiful...

vse eshe hochetsya spat...
mega aktivnye weekends byli...v chetverg tusila u Mazena doma...Ahmed kudato propal i tolko sednya ya uznala chto on sotku okazyvaetsya poheril...a ya dazhe nachinala perezhivat uzhe (:
v pyatnitsu torchala v zale(da, ya kazhetsya podsela) a potom katalas na mototsikle po gorodu...dazhe strashno posle 140 stanovilos...eto my ne razgonyalis potomuchto veter byl silnyi (:
v poslednee vremya mne voobshe vezet na baikerovvv...vselennaya navernoe pytaetsya rasshibit menya v lepeshku (:
nu netushki...
vchera u menya ves den sluchalis raznogo roda isteriki
Faris popal pod razdachu...hotelos spat spat zhutko
vecehrom okolo 11 mne zhutko zahotelos shokolada i priehal Bader chtoby privezti mne MMs (:
vse taki vostochnye parni namnogo silnee i mudree nashih..a eshe dobree, naivnee, uoryamei i blagorodnei..ne znayu kak eto vse u nih poluchaetsya sochetat v sebe...voobshem nado derzhat sebya v rukah,,,segodnya 2oi den' ocherednogo izvrashennogo spora na moyu stoikost' (:
ehhhhhhhhhh

na mailru ktoto snova putaetsya prodat elektroveniki,,,v naushnikah igraet pesenka zzzzz rd stone sour(ya sednya uslyshala e epo radio i uznala ego golos..hot i tolko "thru the glass" znayu) na serdtse tak lekgo i horosho...teplo...ves gorod zatopilo...lyudi begayut s paketami na golovah...krugom zastryali ili vpisalis drug v druga mashiny...vseobshii haos i ot etogo na dushe spokoino i radostno!!!!!!!!!!!!!....
vchera volshebno shodila v zal...chel ktr ya zatsenila eshe do togo kak my oba voshli v zal dazhe ne dal mne snyat ego tak kak snyal menya pervyi(:
ochen prikolnyi sumasshedshii muzhchina,,,net, vsetaki malchik, hot i vozrast ne pozvolyaet po idee ego tak nazyvat...i snova Ahmed (:
gulyali po uptownu, vecherom slonyalis po gorodo--izza podonka busha mladshego vse zakryto bylo...potom reshili vernutsya v zal i vzyat film(ktr nikto ne sobiralsya smotret)...shel silnyi dozhd',.,,my zabezhali oba mokrye..probyli 2 minuty i snova ischeznuli v dozhd'...on igral na gitare,,,ya prolila shipuchka na belyi kover...film my tak i ne ponyali,,,navernoe nado bylo ego smotret dlya etogo...lol
nedavno vernulsya Mazen...ipochemuto ya rada etomu...ego tak interesno slushat'...ah da...eshe ya teper' tusuyus' s baikerami mestnymi...hot poka i virtualno,,,no eto do pervogo solnyshka,,,ktr ya ne hochu vprochem.,.,
eshe ee ulybka napolnyaet moyu zhizn smyslom...hot i smotrit na menya so screena moei kamery...
zhizn' prekrasna...v nei est' lyubov',,i kto by ee ne boyalsya i ne pytalsya ubezhat ot nee, ona vse ravno est' i ona silnee vsego na svete
dazhe boli...ya chuvstvuyu ee,,,ya lyublyu....LYUBLYU!!! ee...sebya...zhizn'...i ih!!! bred? vozmozhno...
no eto MOI bred...

ah da, segodnya u menya zanyatie s lichnym trenerom v zale--vchera sebe dazhe kupila belosneshnye shorty v muzhskom otdele adidas (:
a krossovki zhenskie zakanchivayutsya na 40m a u menya 41(:
nu kto vinovat chto u menya lasty takie?
voobshem posle raboty menya zhdet kachok Muhammad s tsel'yu pohudet' moi zhivotik ot(ili dlya) kebabov...dazhe pozvonil i utochnil pridu ili net (:
nadeyus' on ne budet menya tak zhe silno muchit kak muchil Igor'...
voobshem dvizhenie zhizn i vse takoe

stolko vsego proizoshlo za vyhodnye--ssora s Aminom...vstrecha s Marvanom, Karimom i Amirom...
po doroge na rabotu videli silnuyu avariyu--u menya azh murashki po kozhe probezhali--mashina lezhala na odnom boku, razrushiv zaborchik...zachem?

na rabote zhest' tvoritsya...

pereberala fotki nedavnie--vse reshayu kakoi zhe iz menya poluchitsya fotograf...v golove kasha proishodila, tut sluchaina ya uvidela ee...zapis', kak ona chitala nazvanie kakoito istorii v knige pro fei..i vse vstalo na svoi mesta,,,vsya sueta---MAYA(pasiba Hesse),,vazhno tolko odno...tolko odin malenkii chelovecheg chtoto znachit dlya menya..i tolko radi etogo chelovechka stoit zasunut svoi harakter podalshe i naladit svoyu zhizn' (:
yeah gonna try to be a good girl,,,lol

ya prostyla-nefig kupatsya v basseine bez podogreva i shastat v korotkom plat'itse po baru na otkrytom vozduhe
vot
Amine pashet kak proklyatyi...u Karima zamorochki kakieto,,,taki i ne videla ego kak priehala,,,hochetsya podderzhat ego no on zhe silnyi malchik i ne hochet prosit pomoshi i vse takoe
duraK!
zvonil Mohammed id Tehrana,,,zhdet v gosti
mozhet vesnoi
Amir(persian-italian boy from the plane) okazalsya drugom Meysama...mir malenkii i tesnyi,,,
sednya navernoe doma sidet-lechitsya
sednya Rozhdestvo i u nas shel nebolshoi dozhdik,,,vse tak radovalis---eto ved' takoe redkoe yavlenie...

ya v dubai
v almate vstretila Sevu
babochek iz krasnoi knigi ubivayut kamnyami po golove...
v samolete Mario...
poznakomilas s Amirom...
presledovali psihi
na arbote vata...
ne magu spat uzhe mnogo mnogo vremeni
zhest...net
speed

well...Amine was really pissed at me and we talked on the phone and l was depressed a bit and he came over "as a friend" and it was real nice to be with him again...l dunno what exactly is happenin but l do have some feelings for this boy...the prob is not all of those feelings are nice...and he hates my bipolar behavior and split personalities and all that staff...today l feel sick, may be l got a cold from him so gonna take it easy...just meet my friend Firas for a coffee or shisha...real stressed at work yet excited about the holidays....and l do need to cool my brains down for a while...thinkin bout the family...bout ma girlz...talked to babbo today...
and lm like real glad to finf a good friend...even tho i do think there is more behind that,,,time will show everythin'...but l decided to take it easy...chi cerca trova, rite?

vyhodnye zakonchilis
sushi ubili moi zheludok
stolknula Amine i Abdul
ni razu ni veselo
skoro sovsem skoro
50 cent uletel
LLoyd urod...
rabotat otstoi
noch'yu holodno
kluby must die
i zhu zvonka...

ah da---LYUBOV" EST"!!!

ochen nasyshennyi byl den vchera
gulyali s lLnoi po Wafi, potom vstretilis s nekimi chelami, priehal Hamza i poehali v marina...malenkii ital'yanskii malchik podaril mne tsvetochki...vot,,,domoi...dush, pereodevanie i lodge...zabyla Aminu pozvonit...on menya zhdal...potom poehal v klub znaya chto tam naidet menya...Hamza ne daval mne uiti...porugalis',,,hoteli podratsya,,,mne bylo dazhe strashno a potom ochen' veselo...poehali ko mne domoi pit'...okolo 2uh...my rugalis'...mirilis'...snova rugalis' i tak po krugu...ya ubezhala ot nih i zalezla na kryshu...samoe interesnoe chto smogla slezt..on skazal chto hochet otnosheniy, chto emu bolno...a ya pokazala emu dver(i dazhe vorota)...nazyvala ego igrushkoi, odnoi iz "gallerei"...v itoge on uehal tolko v 7...a otpuskat ego sovsem ne hotelos'...my porugalis',,,on sel v mashinu i uehal, a potom vernulsya -"za sigaretami" haha i my snova mirilis' (:

nesmotrya na nereal'nuyu ustalost' ya vse taki vstretilas s Amine..(eto tot smazlivenkii malcheg v zheltoi maike s tusoffki...)
ya predlozhila raspit' martini na plyazhe, no malchik s ego paranoei naschet police cheta zapanikoval i prishlos perenesti party na kryshu nashego ofisnogo zdaniya(gde tolko posle 2ogo kokteilya paranoya ego taki pokinula: ),,,milye besedy, vid na nochnoi gorod, gudyashie kondery---romantika mlin...chasam k 12 on vspomnil chto emu nado prevrashatsya v volka tak kak on oboroten i ya chut so smeha ne umerla, smotrya na ego korchi,,,,malenkii kloun...my ves' vecher reshali kem zhe nam vsetaki byt' i v itoge vstrecha poluchilas sovsem nedruzheskoi (:
po doroge domoi my neskolko raz zabludilis', no vse taki doehali v itoge,,,on mne napisal soobshenie(hot' i znal chto ya ostavila sotku v ofise: )...
voobshe, tak vot...hot' vyspalas' (:

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zhutko hochetsya spat'...bylo tak tyazhelo podnyat'sya, a razbudit' ego mne voobshe tak i ne udalos' (:

,,,v 11 on vstretil menya i my poehali smotret film-kurit shishu u nego doma......v 4 chasa zhutko zahoteli kushat i vyzvali kfc, poetomu usnuli tolko okolo 5ti...i v 7 pod'em ---nado bylo ehat v hospital...

talks:
me-WOT? (lookin' into his eyes)
him-YESSS(with evil smile crossin' his face)

him: do u know where l want us to go?
me: where?
him: Brazil
me: why?
him: coz everything is beautiful there...

Настроение сейчас - legkoe takoe

...araby ponachalu vyzyvali vo mne 2 silnye reaktsii: libo nemoi stupor libo paralizuyushii strah, ili eto odno i to zhe? v lyubom sluchae v moei golove kak litsa protivopolozhnogo pola oni tochno ne prohodili...so vremenem interes vzyal verh i sredi moih znakomyh stali vse chashe mel'kat' smuglye litsa i bol'shie dlinno-resnichatye glazki...a neskolko nedel nazad u menya poyavilsya eshe odin fetish-kandorry, eti ih belye odeyaniya,,,navernoe eto kak horoshee vino--ne srazu "raschuvstvyvaesh" ego istinnyi vkus,,,

a nedavno ya vstretila ego--nastoyashego silnogo i takogo samogo luchshego!!!
kazhetsya chto vse v etoi istorii tak neobychno krasivo i yarko,,,nachinaya ot nashei "delovoi" vstrachi i do razgovorv v jacuzzi na kryshe mnogoetazhki s vidom na gorod...no ob etom pozzhe....

IgralOs', IgralOs', ZAigralOs' i DoigralOs'!!!!!!