rugalas sednya s Mu, na temu rasstoyanii mezhdu DC i AD i nezhelanii nektr lits ih peresekat'....v itoge reshili byt prosto druz'yami, a potom on skazal chto vsetaki priedet v Dubai
-ostaneshsya u menya?
-esli pozvolish
-tak kakie my togda nafig druz'ya?...

a esli ser'ezno to u menya podgruz byl na temy vsego proishodyashego i bylo resheno chtoto konkretno menyat v zhizni...tak chto v skorom vremeni nado linyat' otsyuda,,,navernoe mne dazhe budet ne hvatat' kondorr...no nadoela plastmassa,,,,

i pozhar vsledstvii ego,,,takaya vot fignya sluchilas v raione al qouz segodnya...uzhass mart vydalsya, to avariya v 200@@ mashin to pozhar,,,
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vot takoi vot on zhizneradostnyi veselyi ulybchivyi solnechnyi malchik,,,
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ys slushayu iglesias(da, vseh troih) i savage garden...nastroenie prosto super...ozhidanie chegoto osobennogo i volshebnogo...dazhe zdes, gde postoyanno leto, chuvstvuetsya prihod vesny...navernoe my prosto v dushe vsegda znaem, chto priroda, a vmeste s nei i nashi chuvstva, prosypayutsya v opredelennoe vremya..skoree dazhe ne znaem, a chuvstvuem,,,nashe serdtse trepetno vstrechaet ee prihod...VesNa...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y9NgXIkyiwk&feature=related
prosto ofigitelneishie temy...klassnye multy
vopshe realno kaktolko otkryvaeshsya miru, stolko vsego novogo i yarkogo vryvaetsya v zhizn'....prosto super...

...blessed are those people who think tattoos hurt- they did not experience real pain then...to me it was NOTHING...nothing compared to the fOkin acid burnin my skin...anywayz, thats it...
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very often l have difficulties expressing myself..its like "where do l start. wots the beginning and wots the order of giving the fact that happened and the emotions felt,,,,,,,,,,," well now lm gonna set off this lil story with the slight pain l have on my right leg(tattoo) and my middle toe(hurts like a bitch, prolly broke my nail last nite)...and a fOkin hangover(yeah, that martini bianco),,,and it hurts a bit somewhere in my heart coz the person l wanted to be there with me did not take it for serious and just did not show up...way to go, Fahri, but wots the point of seeing each other, acting like u care when u dont? and no, l dont hate no one but l simply asked myself"lm here, he is not, then why does he need to be in my life?" and the answer is "there is no need of his fOkin presence in my life" ...does that make it any easier? dont think so,.,,l feel a bit empty, hurt, sad(this sweet taste of melancholy) yet so damn happy coz l did free my soul by starting the whole thing,,,starting a new me, whoz more honest and sincere and whoz not scared of the new and is always ready for smth crazy with a few friends and who loves deep,,,thats the most important thing...love IS beutiful but people misuse the word so often that it has lost most of its meaning,,,and l am ready to live my dreams, to build my personality and do wot l like and find my special person..the 1st steps made,,lets see wot the future brings ....and he WILL be there for me and he WILL hold MY HAND when l need it...

te ktr eshe ne naveshali na sebya yarlyki,,,ktr eshe pomnyat kak ulybatsya PROSTO TAK i iskrenne vyrazhat svoi chuvstva..u kotoryh NEPREDVZYATOE mnenie na vse proishodyashee...a chto takoe PREDVZYATOE?--vzyatoe KEmTO TVoE!!! mnenie,,,to est zaranee tvoe mnenie otdano komuto neponyatno zachem i pochemu..tak vot ya Ne hachu i NE budu tak...hochu i budu kazhdyi!!! raz dumat sama...a tazkzhe chuvstvovat, ved vsetaki u lyudei SOZNATELNYH golova ne protivostoit, a pomogaet dushe,,,garmoniya esli hotite
prizyvayu vseh, a glavnoe sebya, perestat rugatsya s blizkimi po povodu kto komu pozvonil/ne pozvonil sdelal/ne sdelal shtoto a prosto govorit i pokazyvat svoimi POSTUPKAMI, chto oni znachat dlya nas....

voodushevlennaya takimi myslyamu ya pozvonila Fahri:
ego udivlennyi golos-privet, ty gde
-ya na rabote, u vas tak shumno
-eto deti orut, ty ne lybish detei?
-lyublyu koneshno..., vyderzhivaya nedolguyu pauzu(vsetaki ne tak prosto govorit to chto deistvitelno chuvstvuesh)--ya prosto hotela skazat chto skuchayu
-oh wow,,ego obradovannyi golos--ya tozhe po tebe skuchayu
-nu ladno, uvidimsya v 11
-v 11
-poka,,,,
kak prosto eto bylo i kak legko i prekrasno na dushe posle...

zhutkie takie dolgie vyhodnye...stolko lyudei..stolko muzyki...
na 1yi den festa my zhutko ustali, tak i ne oduplivshis ot plyazhnoi popoiki,,,yposle 8 chasoff muzyki nonstop zahotelos prosto uiti domoi i dazh ene dozhidatsya korn
no kogda na stene poyavilis ONI, to ustalost(i oshushenie nashei "starosti") kak rukoi snyalo,,,my prygali and motali bashkoi tak chto ya boyalas chto vstav s posteli nautro, my obnaruzhim golovy na podushke...vchera den proshel Bystro, potomu chto zanedlilas ya (:
i hotelos i hochetsya spat
snilis strashnye sny..
dam nynche stalo strashno spat'...
skuchayyu po Fedi,,,budu pech emu keksy inshallah

VOOBSHEM YA BYLA V NESKOLKIH METRAH OT KORN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

-otkryla okno i v komnatu vorvalsya veter, nachal igrat s bolshim krasnym listom podnyatym vozle police station vchera, terebit' flagi--belenkii air astana(podarok tezki i rodnoi cherno-belo-zeleno-krasnyi)...

AAO prislali foto Eric s rozhdestva...

vperedi dva vyhodnyh i Desert Rock Festival!!!
nadeyus korn i Muse vse taki doedut--inshallah!!!


segodnya na plyazhe tussa...
urra..konets nedeli,,,eshe i zarplata!!!

sednya nakonets reshilis voprosy s dokami Iry i Bolata
mozhno rasslabitsya
byla v sude neskolko raz, v police office a potom eshe v dnata pokupala bilet...
v police station ya chut s uma ne soshla ot radosti...kakie zhe u nik krasivye formy,,,kakie krasivye pod nimi figury,,,bolshie resnitchatye glazki,,,borodka...hmmm...so yammmeee....

vchera Lena i malchiki nakonetsto vernulis(peredala kassu lene-vse soshlos!!!!!!!!!)
teper poproshe,,,menshe begotni vsyakoi...nadoelo uzhe...hotela chenit pridumat na vyhosnye,,,a Fahri uezgaet v Oman skotina takaya...(:
tak chto pridetsya tusovatsya s trenerom ili eshe kogonit snyat na vyhodnye,,,
vchera pochti sela na shpagat...eshe chut chut i smagu bez ruk sidet (:
voobshe nastroenie horoshee...skoro zarplata...vot

s utra vstretil nas oblakom nevideniya i neproezghaniya
dvizhenie zamedlilos' i Fahri proyavlyal chudesa topogroficheskih poznanii ob'ezghaya vsyu etu kashu cherez vsyacheskie kushary, stoyanki, dvory i prochee, periodicheski ukazyvaya sonnye zmei stoyashih mashin i ob'yasnyaya kakim manevrom on ih ob'edet...ya dazhe nachala gorsitsya im(: takoi umnitsa,,,
on pribolel chut chut no vse ravno otkazalsya ot zelenogo chaya s laimom...prAAAtivnYi!
sud perenesli---hrenov perevodchik ne prishel vo vremya,,,teper pozge snova tuda ehat'...vot konkretno seichas pozge i nastupilo

"Ты смотрел на жизнь как на шахматную игру, и за это я благодарна тебе.
Мне виделась соната. Из-за этих различий погибли и король и королева, и
оборвалась мелодия."
R. Bah

vcherA vse nemnogo shlo naperekosyak...on zastryal v politseiskom ofise vytaskivaya brata,,,yz zhdala ego ves den doma(zato na radost malchikam prigotovila pokushat im)
potom poehali v cactus jacks,,,dalee u menya sluchilsya golovoglyuk po povodu kakoito telki i ya svalila ot nego
po doroge domoi pomirilis doma snova porugalis---on ne hotel ehat na zapravku, emu tipa len bylo,,,i ya skazala pust katitsya domoi...on ushel,,,
a potom ne otvechal na zvonki
utrom bylo pusto i ploho...
v itoge vsetaki on podnyal trubku,,,bylo slozhno naiti slova...v itoge ya kakto izvinilas...a on skazal chto vse horosho..."u missed my snore?" "l missed ur everythin!!"...
nadeyus poobedaem vmeste...

blin ne znayu kak eshe s vikoi govorit
prospat dne rozhdeniya eto konechno zhest

vchera posmotreli klassnyi film-Jumper..syuzhet konechno tak sebe a effekty zdorovskie
potom "zaglyanuli" do 3eh chasoov v lodge,,,igral TRANCE...chegoto ne hvatalo konechno...zato drinki byli deshevye i my v hlam napilis so vsemi vytekayushimi posledstviyami...
zazhigala s MOFDI!! i ego uchenikami,,,kakogoto rebenka snyat pytalas...i vse eto uchityvaya chto nakanune spla 3 chasa,,,,ah da,,,eshe s tremya ochen i ochen krasivymi devushkami zatusila,,,ochen veselo otozhgli s nimi,,,
s utra ya prishla v shok uvidev spyashego ryadom chela(Fedi) i tolko potom kloch'yami stal vspominatsya vecher.....
on snova nachal mne lechit za otnosheniya i mne snova prishlos orat emu "friends only"
dostali menya vse eti zamorochki,,,ne hachu nikogo...eshe on hrapit...sednya snova lodge, den rozhdeniya Viktorii,,,wohoo
oh budet goryache

slushayu kravitz...pogovorila vecherom s MamOi...stalo legche...kak zhe ona silno ponimaet menya i kak grubo glupo bylo otritsat etot fakt ranshe.....
skoro za mnoi zaedet Fedi..navernoe poedem smotret jumper...vrode dolzhen prikolnyi byt filmets.....u menya kakoeto pogruzhennoe v sebya nastroenee v poslednee vremya...hochetsya pobyt odnoi no ne dayut pokoya...nenavizhu svoi telefon...ot slov"kitai, konteiner, ob'ekt, kontraktor,sud" mne stanovitsya tochno
nu eshe ot nektr golosov s kem rabotayu lol (:
a voobshe vse super...skoro potepleet i poedem kupatsya...ili mozhet poehat kudanit otdohnut vsetaki nado,,,ehhh

v shest' chasof nachal' razryvat'sya budil'nik, blizhe k 6 3o ya vsetaki vypihnulas iz krovati,,,nifiga ne vyspalas..uzh luchshe by Fedi ostalsya, tak hot by v horoshem nastroeni prosnulas' (:
i tut na menya potokom nahlynuli mysli v sleduyushem poryadk/besporyadke:
-hochu spat', a nado vstavat'---vot ono chto takoe byt vzrosloi
-pivo i baileys luchshe ne meshat'
-12 arabskih lepeshek za den'-ubiistvo zheludka
-nado naiti chenit prilichnoe
-pochemu ya snova legla v 3...
-zachem on uehal
-*lyat', vse prilichnoe nado gladit'
-bezhevye bryuki i rozovyi pidzhak,,,
-nado chtonit' s'est chtob ne propalili
-UrRa uvizhu malchikoff v forme(kak budto ya itak ne vizhu ih kazhdyi den')
-voz'mu s soboi shokoladnyh konfet (ostatok roskoshi s 14 febr)
-vperede tel razgovory, emaily i vse takoe...


potom mysli chut uporyadochili i my poshli iskat taxi...den' nachalsya...

da a Lena s dafrika okazalas takoi miloi i interesnoi devochkoi..nado bylo uehat' vsem v dubai chtoby peresechsya i pogovorit gy..tut nedavno byli dafrikovskaya znamenitost', no pereseklas s nim tolko detKa

eshyu lyublyu lounge bary u zaliva!!!! more palmy solnyshko i burj dubai spasut mir...wohoo!!!

lulu-"u looked so hot last nite"
Fedi-"u know how we do. especially when am around u" ...v eto vremya igraet "l'll be waitin" Kravitza i menya prosto nakatila volna teploi legkoi i CHISTOI RadoSTi..

kak hrupki, kak prekrasny chuvstva kogda tebe 21...kak sladko provodyatsya vechera i s kakoi nepredvzyatost'yu s golovoi brosaesh sebya navstrechu novomu chuvstvu...a mozhet eto vsetaki vesna?