Ты очнулась на своей кровати, сжимая в руках его прощальный подарок. Твой ангел стоял около тебя, и ты улыбнулась ему в ответ... Итак ты нашла своего ангела.Или себя...Это ангел Мечты и Гордого одиночества

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Ваша Руна – Ансуз.

[показать] Руна Ансуз - великий получатель, хранитель, трансформатор и выразитель знания, поэзии, магической силы и вдохновения - держатель всей речи. Это влияние (но не давление), оказываемое свыше, духовный дар. Это добрый совет, знак на пути, указующий дорогу или предупреждающий об опасности. Ситуации руны Ансуз кажутся знакомыми и привычными, но весь секрет как раз в том, что действовать в них следует не шаблонно, по-новому. Если вы внимательны и восприимчивы, вы услышите, увидите в, казалось бы, обыденных вещах особые знаки, символы, подсказки, и, расшифровав их, сможете выйти на новый, более высокий уровень осознания, может быть, уловить взаимодействие тех самых архетипов глубинной реальности, на уровне которых оперируют руны.

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Я эгоистка… я умудрилась обидеть всех…
Но самое главное – я обидела своего лучшего друга, хотя совсем не хотела этого делать…
Я не знаю, что сказать… я не хочу звонить… хотя может и боюсь… я не знаю, что сказать…
Не знаю, как исправить ошибку…
Кажется я вообще не хочу разговаривать…
Я – эгоистка: мне нужна поддержка этого существа, но я не знаю, как вернуть его расположение и не хочу говорить…
Я – дура: не могу разобраться в себе, а уже лезу помогать и советовать другим, думая, что им или мне это поможет, думая, что кто-нибудь прислушивается к тому, что я говорю…

Тело – это клетка…
сознание – это замок…
разум – ключ, открывающий клетку…
подсознание – это мятежники, сбежавшие из тюрьмы…
личность (одна из них, если несколько) – это заключенный…

волчонок убежал, пока все отвлеклись на испуг…
раньше он балансировал на грани, сейчас же ему это надоело и он ушел…
теперь некому сражаться… остались лишь страх, боль и неясное, слабое чувство защищенности рядом со зверем (любым из них) и книгами…
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А эту песню мы пели в автобусе в Чехии...
Помнишь, Тань ?

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Великая песня

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Текст песни Evanescence - So close


I've spent so much time throwing rocks at your window
That I never even knocked on the front door

Ooh...
Ooh...
Ooh...

I walk by statues never even made one chip
But if I could leave a mark on the monument of the heart
I just might lay myself down for a little more than I had the last day
The last day
The last day
Oooh..

Wait a time to spare these lies we tell ourselves
These days have come and gone
But this time is sweeter than honey

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Only One
Текст песни Evanescence - The Only One


When they all come crashing down - midflight
You know you're not the only one
When they're so alone they find a back door out of life
You know you're not the only one

We're all grieving
Lost and bleeding

All our lives
We've been waiting
For someone to call our leader
All your lies
I'm not believing
Heaven shine a light down on me

So afraid to open your eyes - hypnotized
You know you're not the only one
Never understood this life
And you're right I don't deserve but you know I'm not the only one

We're all grieving
Lost and bleeding

All our lives
We've been waiting
For someone to call our leader
All your lies
I'm not believing
Heaven shine a light down on me

Don't look down
Don't look into the eyes of the world beneath you
Don't look down, you'll fall down,
You'll become their sacrifice
Right or wrong
Can't hold onto the fear that I'm lost without you
If I can't feel, I'm not mine,
I'm not real

All our lives
We've been waiting
For someone to call our leader
All your lies
I'm not believing
Heaven shine a light down on me
слова песни Evanescence The Only One

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The Last Song I'm Wasting You
Текст песни Evanescence - The Last Song I'm Wasting You


Sparkling grey that line your wings
Anymore than a whisper
Any sudden movement of my heart
And I know,
I know i'll have to watch them pass away
Just get through this day

Give up the way
You could be anything
Give up my way and lose myself not today
There's too much guilt to pay

Sickened in the sun
You dare tell me you love me
But you held me down and screamed you wanted me to die
Honey you know,
You know i'd never hurt you that way
You're just so pretty in your pain

Give up my way
I could be anything
I'll make my own way
Without your senseless

hate - hate - hate - hate

So run, run, run
And hate me if it feels good
I can't hear your screams anymore
You lied to me
But i'm older now
And i'm not buying baby
Demanding my response
Don't bother breaking the door down
I've found my way out

And you'll never hurt me again
слова песни Evanescence The Last Song I'm Wasting You

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Текст песни Evanescence - Lithium


Lithium - don't want to lock me up inside
Lithium - don't want to forget how it feels without
Lithium - I want to stay in love with my sorrow
Oh but God I want to let it go

Come to bed, don't make me sleep alone
Couldn't hide the emptiness you let it show
Never wanted it to be so cold
Just didn't drink enough to say you love me

I can't hold on to me
Wonder what's wrong with me

Lithium - don't want to lock me up inside
Lithium - don't want to forget how it feels without
Lithium - I want to stay in love with my sorrow

Don't want to let it lay me down this time
Drown my will to fly
Here in the darkness I know myself
Can't break free until I let it go
Let me go

Darling, I forgive you after all
Anything is better than to be alone
And in the end I guess I had to fall
Always find my place among the ashes

I can't hold on to me
Wonder what's wrong with me

Lithium - don't want to lock me up inside
Lithium - don't want to forget how it feels without
Lithium - I want to stay in love with my sorrow
Oh but God I want to let it go
слова песни Evanescence Lithium

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Текст песни Evanescence - Tourniquet


I tried to kill the pain
But only brought more (so much more)
I lie dying and I'm pouring, crimson regret and betrayal
I'm dying, praying, bleeding and screaming
Am i too lost to be saved?
Am i too lost?

My God my tourniquet
Return to me salvation
My God my tourniquet
Return to me salvation

Do you remeber me
Lost for so long
Will you be on the other side
Or will you forget me
I'm dying, praying, bleeding and screaming
Am i too lost to be saved?
Am i too lost?

My God my tourniquet
Return to me salvation
My God my tourniquet
Return to me salvation

(I want to die)

My God my tourniquet
Return to me salvation
My God my tourniquet
Return to me salvation

My wonds cry for the grave
My soul cries for deliverance
Will i be denied Christ
Torniquet my suicide
слова песни Evanescence Tourniquet

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Текст песни Evanescence - Weight Of The World


Feels like the weight of the world
Like God in heaven gave me a turn
Don't cling to me, I swear I can't fix you
Still in the dark, can you fix me?

Freefall, freefall, all through life

If you love me, then let go of me
I won't be held down by who I used to be
She's nothing to me

Feels like the weight of the world
Like all my screaming has gone unheard
And ohm I know you don't believe in me
Safe in the dark, how can you see?

Freefall, freefall, all through life

If you love me, then let go of me
I won't be held down by who I used to be

If you love me, then let go of me
I won't be held down by who I was
If you love me, then let go of me
I won't be held down by who I used to be
слова песни Evanescence Weight Of The World

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Текст песни Evanescence - Exodus


My black backpack stuffed with broken dreams
Twenty bucks should get me through the week
Never said a word of discontentment
Thought it a thousand times but now
I'm leaving home

Here in the shadows
I'm safe, I'm free
I've nowhere else to go
But I cannot stay where I don't belong

Two months pass by and it's getting cold
I know I'm not lost I'm just alone
But I won't cry, I won't give up, I can't go back now
Waking up is knowing who you really are

Here in the shadows
I'm safe, I'm free
I've nowhere else to go
But I cannot stay where I don't belong

In the shadows
I'm safe, I'm free
I've nowhere else to go
But I cannot stay here
Oh, show me the shadow where true meaning lies
So much more dismay in empty eyes
слова песни Evanescence Exodus

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Текст песни Evanescence - Good Enough


Under your spell again
I can't say no to you
Crave my heart and its bleeding in your hand
I can't say no to you

Shouldn't have let you torture me so sweetly
Now I can't let go of this dream
I can't breathe but I feel

Good enough
I feel good enough for you

Drink up sweet decadence
I can't say no to you
And I've completely lost myself and I don't mind
I can't say no to you

Shouldn't have let you conquer me completely
Now I can't let go of this dream
Can't believe that I feel

Good enough
I feel good enough
It's been such a long time coming, but I feel good

And I'm still waiting for the rain to fall
Pour real life down on me
Cause I can't hold on to anything this good
Enough
Am I good enough
For you to love me too?

So take care what you ask of me
Cause I can't say no
слова песни Evanescence Good Enough

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Текст песни Evanescence - Understanding (Ev EP Version)


You hold the answer deep within your own mind
Consciously you've forgotten it
That's the way the human mind works
Whenever something is too unpleasant
Too shameful for us to entertain we reject it [We wash it all away]
We erase it from our memory
But the imprint is always there [we wish it all away]
[We hope it all away]
[Can't cry it all away]

The pain that grips you
The fear that binds you
Releases life in me
In our mutual shame we hide our eyes
To blind them from the truth that finds a way for who we are

Please don't be afraid
When the darkness fades away
The dawn will break the silence Screaming in our hearts

My love for you still grows
This I do for you
Before I try to fight the truth
My final time

We're supposed to try and be real
And when you feel alone, you are not together
And that is real

Can't wash it all away
Can't wish it all away
Can't cry it all away
Can't scratch it all away

Lying beside you
Listening to you breathe
The light that flows inside of you
Burns inside of me

Hold and speak to me
Of love without a sound
Tell me you will live through this
And I will die for you

Cast me not away
Say you'll be with me
For I know
I cannot bear it all alone

You're not alone, honey
Never, never

Can't fight it all away
Can't hope it all away
Can't scream it all away
It just won't fade away, no

Ooh, can't wash it all away
Can't wish it all away
Can't cry it all away
Can't scratch it all away

Can't fight it all away
Can't hope it all away
Can't scream it all away
Oh! It all away
Oh! It all away

But the imprint is always there
Nothing is ever really forgotten

God, just don't hate me
Because I'll die if you do
'Cause I'll die if you do
'Cause I'll die if you do
'Cause I'll die if you do
Because I'll die if you do
слова песни Evanescence Understanding (Wash it all Away)

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Текст песни Evanescence - Snow White Queen


Stoplight lock the door
Don't look back
Undress in the dark
And hide from you
All of you

You'll never know the way your words have haunted me
I can't believe you'd ask these things of me
You don't know me

You belong to me
My snow white queen
There's nowhere to run, so lets just get it over
Soon I know you'll see
You're just like me
Don't scream anymore my love, cause all I want is you

Wake up in a dream
Frozen fear
All your hands on me
I can't scream

I can't escape the twisted way you think of me
I feel you in my dreams and I don't sleep

You belong to me
My snow white queen
There's nowhere to run, so lets just get it over
Soon I know you'll see
You're just like me
Don't scream anymore my love, cause all I want is you

I can't save your life
Though nothing I bleed for is more tormenting
I'm losing my mind and you just stand there and stare as my world divides

You belong to me
My snow white queen
There's nowhere to run, so lets just get it over
Soon I know you'll see
You're just like me
Don't scream anymore my love, cause all I want is you
слова песни Evanescence Snow White Queen

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For You
Текст песни Evanescence - Anything For You


I'd give anything to give me to you
Can you forget the world that you thought you knew

If you want me
Come and find me (I'm here for you)
Nothing's stopping you
So please release me

I'll believe all your lies
Just pretend you love me
Make believe, close your eyes
I'll be anything for you

Nothing left to make me feel anymore
There's only you and everyday I need more

If you want me
Come and find me
I'll do anything you say
Just tell me

I'll believe all your lies
Just pretend you love me
Make believe, close your eyes
I'll be anything for you
I'll believe all your lies
Just pretend you love me
Make believe, close your eyes
I'll be anything for you

Anything for you

I'll become your earth and sky
Forever never die
I'll be
Everything you need

I'll believe all your lies
Just pretend you love me
Make believe, close your eyes
I'll be anything for you
I'll believe all your lies
Just pretend you love me
Make believe, close your eyes
I'll be anything for you

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No More
Текст песни Evanescence - Breathe No More


I've been looking in the mirror for so long
That I've come to believe my souls on the other side
Oh the little pieces falling, shatter
Shards of me
To sharp to put back together
To small to matter
But big enough to cut me into so many little pieces
If I try to touch her

And I bleed
I bleed
And I breathe
I breathe no more

Take a breath and I try to draw from my spirits well
Yet again you refuse to drink like a stubborn child
Lie to me
Convince me that I've been sick forever
And all of this
Will make sense when I get better
I know the difference
Between myself and my reflection
I just can't help but to wonder
Which of us do you love

So I bleed
I bleed
And I breathe
I breathe now...
Bleed
I bleed
And I breathe
I breathe,
I breathe
I breathe no more
слова песни Evanescence - Breathe No More

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Текст песни Evanescence - Farther Away


I took their smiles and i made them mine
I sold my soul just to hide the light
And now I see what I really am
A thief, a whore and a liar

I run to you
Call out your name
I see you there, farther away

I'm numb to you - numb and deaf and blind
You give me all but the reason why
I reach but i feel only air at night
Not you, not love, just nothing

I run to you
Call out your name
I see you there, farther away

Try to forget you
But without you i feel nothing
Don't live me here, by myself
I can't breathe

I run to you
Call out your name
I see you there, farther away
слова песни Evanescence Farther Away

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Текст песни Evanescence - Solitude


How many times have you told me you love her
As many times as I've wanted to tell you the truth
How long have I stood here beside you
I live through you
You looked through me

Ooh, Solitude,
Still with me is only you
Ooh, Solitude,
I can't stay away from you

How many times have I done this to myself
How long will it take before I see
When will this hole in my heart be mended
Who now is left alone but me

Ooh, Solitude,
Forever me and forever you
Ooh, Solitude,
Only you, only true

Everyone leave me stranded
Forgotten, abandoned, left behind
I can't stay here another night

Your secret in my heart
Who could it be

Ooh, Can't you see
All along it was me
How can you be so blind
As to see right through me

And Ooh, Solitude,
Still with me is only you
Ooh, Solitude,
I can't stay away from you

Ooh, Solitude,
Forever me and forever you
Ooh, Solitude,
Only you, only true
слова песни Evanescence Solitude