nu po4emu vsegda tak so mnoi?

3a4em ya treniruyu svoi self control vmesto togo 4toby prosto delete all that hurts me, block it, forget about it?

y am i keep talking to them, pretending them i feel alright?

 am i an iron lady? no.

why am i doing this to myself?

will anyone apreciate it? hardly.

why am i keep smiling to them?

kissing their cheeks, when inside i am crying?

whats wrong with me???