Jason Sikora. He is so smart and DEEP. I sometimes think that most of the people in Lodi are as shallow as the creek in the Goeres Park. He is not. His thoughts and ideas fascinate me and make me THINK. I know that he's definitely a person I want to be friends with. I would LOVE him to be my close friend. I love listening to him talk as much as I like talking to him. We were talking about being scared of DEATH. I told him that I'm not really afraid of my own death, but I hate thinking about the death of people I love. And also I told him that I'm pretty afraid of dying with PAIN. And he said:
-"Don't be, this pain is the last feeling you're going to experience in life, APPRECIATE it."

Today I'm gonna see him again. It's been exactly a week since that night - 31st of March - when he kept me WARM for many-many hours. I loved it so much. And why did he say that I kissed him?? That's even kinda funny.....:).....

What is gonna happen tonight? Niki is picking us up either at midnight or at 11:30, but first we gotta SNEAK OUT of the house. I hope the weather won't be freazing, I got enough of it yesterday!..

I wonder if Amanda is coming from Verona tonight to visit Jason. Oh well, if she is, I'm not gonna see her anyway.. I don't even know her personally, but I already think that she's not good enough for him. But, who knows, maybe I think that NOBODY is good enough for him, even MYSELF. It's not like I wanna be his GF or smt, I just feel like he deserves so much better life, than the one he is living right now. On the other hand, he strongly believes that we are creators of our lives, and we choose to make certain decisions.
-"I don't believe in DESTINY".