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for reall?? you wanna know?? well i will tell u ....actually my life is cool..kinda (kinda used 2 b my word).. and then ...well nm..
Basically...it was cute...its like little notes..little messages full of hopes adn sh*t well watever....and now? now its gone y? y cant we we the same converstaions with him? i mean its not just me or him its like both of us..we talked about everyting..i guess we r so similar..we dont just talk: we make sure we intresting..
#but the thing is some times i forget and dont think and just talk watever comes into my head and he well....he called it sh*t i dont really care ...but i guess it changed everything...not just dat..but everyting is changed

its not just him lol ( who ever reads this sh*T I DIDNT delete him from msn) its like other pople..the spark is gone..i mean i love my life now! I have freinds and i love them and they love me (well i hope) and i want everything apart from number in my bank account to change!? but it wont stay the same...life flies away and twirls and you like a bush on a tree until it makes you see (ok i gt that from a song)..and it will never be the same...nothing i mean ...
we are all in a boarding school....cool , happy, chilling, laughting around but when in may it will be over...every thing will change..we live in diffrent places..will go to diffrents universities...meet diffrent pople..all the promises we made will dissolve........
......TIME changes everything-Le temps tout change et je ne suis pas prêt pour cela....

Madonna - Jump

There’s only so much you can learn in one place
The more that I wait, the more time that I waste

I haven’t got much time to waste, it’s time to make my way
I’m not afraid what I’ll face, but I’m afraid to stay
I’m going down my own road and I can make it alone
I'll work and I'll fight, Till I find a place of my own

Are you ready to jump?
Get ready to jump
Don’t ever look back, oh baby,
Yes, I’m ready to jump
Just take my hands
Get ready to jump

We learned our lesson from the start, my sisters and me
The only thing you can depend on is your family
And life’s gonna drop you down like the limbs of a tree
It sways and it swings and it bends until it makes you see

Are you ready to jump?
Get ready to jump
Don’t ever look back, oh baby
Yes, I’m ready to jump
Just take my hands
Get ready to, are you ready?

(Spoken:)
There’s only so much you can learn in one place
The more that you wait, the more time that you waste

I'll work and I'll fight till I find a place of my own
It sways and it swings and it bends until you make it your own

I can make it alone(my sisters and me) (repeat 7x)

Are you ready to jump?
Get ready to jump
Don’t ever look back, oh baby
Yes, I’m ready to jump
Just take my hands
Get ready to jump

Are you ready to jump?
Get ready to jump
Don’t ever look back, oh baby
Yes, I’m ready to jump
Just take my hands
Get ready to, are you ready?