В колонках играет - broken&beautiful-Kate Alexa
Настроение сейчас - angry at myself,nearly in tears as im slowly realisin-he's jus another one...

he said it ws too hard for him...and that he fuckin likes someone else....why did he bloody do this to me? i ws so happy wen i got wit him...i thought he was different-not one of those who lead you on and then say they're sorry...but he IS EXACTLY one of them. and she was right wen she said he is so the type i go for-typicl rude boy...i hate him so much!!!!!!!!!!! but its all my fault all over again..i gave in to all the crap he was tellin me...there we go...another failure...i never have proper relationships-i always play around and flirt just so that i dont get too close and dont get hurt. now,by the means of it,its time to "pay" for wat i have done...second in a row..getting too close...at least i didnt make such a mistake as i did wit alex...maube, i just didnt have enough time this time?