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Every time I hear something from T. makes me depressed. The old, sweet days...
Its like this eternal thing we carry inside of us pretending nothing ever really happend. But seriously, what did really happen? It was just a friendship with a little spice:) but with lots of imagination and fantasy...I guess thats what makes the whole thing stronger! From one hand the hidden desire and from the other the reality, the unobtainability...