HOPE! The hope gives me hope to ...
I am very exsited about that job. Maybe i will get? Who kows, right? Life is full of surprises.
Why do I like changes sooo much? I never change my friends but I like to change the sroundings, the things I like, the colors I like....In this stage of my life I need some sophisticated colors, earth colors. Again, for another time i am gonna redo my apartment.
The telephone is ringing hoplessly. I m anot gonna pick it up. I cetainly know who that is.
It is really hard to live without certainty. Its rather scary.
Yesterday I found the "novel" i started to write a while ago. Do i want to continue? It is interesting to look back sometimes, to dig the past and find "treasures". The last days of life in that place were so intense and stressful that every time I think about it
I do not want to think about it. Even though I gavet hem promisses about financial support and writing letters but I am so happy to be out theri lives maybe forever. ALthough I do not belive that people meet just f or one time. Nothing happens without a reason. I know that for sure. Everyting has a purpose and meaning. Nothing happens accidentally. But I certainly do not belive in God. I belive in nature! I am panatheist! A summer ago I was discussing this with V.
I like black and white photography! I need a new camera![FONT=century gothic][SIZE=3]