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10-10-2005 18:49
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I want to cut again.
My hand doesn't look good...
To much cut's theat I cant hide any more.
Im alone now.
I wann'a feel that pain again... the blood.
The few min. of silence when the blood is dripping on thr flor.
Somting that a freind wrote, the most reasonable thing I know now.
"I hate these times..when everything seems like hell.
and u just wanna do something to get high and forget everything..
forget all the probs u have in life..
all the fights u fought with friends..
the misery u are in..just everything...
and u wanna cut or wrists just cuz it feels so much better...
sittin and watching the blood while it flows away
falls to the floor.and u see blood all over..
atleast u can get into a state when the pain is allover you and u dont feel anymore like ur living...
like a dream..."
A dream that's to short.
I hate the fact I know what that means.
I hope I will never give up.
Im scared of myself.
HELP
"Through a different kind of silence
I’m waiting, I’m wasting
Into the road of sadness"
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I want to cut again.
My hand doesn't look good...
To much cut's theat I cant hide any more.
Im alone now.
I wann'a feel that pain again... the blood.
The few min. of silence when the blood is dripping on thr flor.
Somting that a freind wrote, the most reasonable thing I know now.
"I hate these times..when everything seems like hell.
and u just wanna do something to get high and forget everything..
forget all the probs u have in life..
all the fights u fought with friends..
the misery u are in..just everything...
and u wanna cut or wrists just cuz it feels so much better...
sittin and watching the blood while it flows away
falls to the floor.and u see blood all over..
atleast u can get into a state when the pain is allover you and u dont feel anymore like ur living...
like a dream..."
A dream that's to short.
I hate the fact I know what that means.
I hope I will never give up.
Im scared of myself.
HELP
"Through a different kind of silence
I’m waiting, I’m wasting
Into the road of sadness"
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Now it's clear...
A lot of people here have this problem. My virtual friend from these diaries has tried to commit the suicide and one of her favorite things is painting... With her own blood.
I don't really get it though sometimes I also feel that strange desire to take a knife and let my pain all out... Still I find alternative and useful ways, like writing songs.
By the way, do you know Russian? I guess yes because if you didn't you wouldn't know where to click to do all the actions here.
A lot of people here have this problem. My virtual friend from these diaries has tried to commit the suicide and one of her favorite things is painting... With her own blood.
I don't really get it though sometimes I also feel that strange desire to take a knife and let my pain all out... Still I find alternative and useful ways, like writing songs.
By the way, do you know Russian? I guess yes because if you didn't you wouldn't know where to click to do all the actions here.
I_n_v_i_s_i_b_l_e
10-10-2005-19:17
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I know it very well...
Eta prosta ne u dobna pisat' na ruskam... kpgda ivo na kompe netu...
I ne ploha dlya menya na angliskam papisat'...
U teby yest ICQ, MASENGER?
You know, when people ask me in wich language I think ,
English is the one.It's easy for me to express that way.
I read very very bad in russian, but I can, Im reading i russian to practice...
But now I wann'a sleep...
Eta prosta ne u dobna pisat' na ruskam... kpgda ivo na kompe netu...
I ne ploha dlya menya na angliskam papisat'...
U teby yest ICQ, MASENGER?
You know, when people ask me in wich language I think ,
English is the one.It's easy for me to express that way.
I read very very bad in russian, but I can, Im reading i russian to practice...
But now I wann'a sleep...
I don't have ICQ yet. I'll tell you when I will...
Ok, I think in Russian but I prefer writing songs in English. So I like them both...
What time is it now in your country?(if you haven't gone to sleep yet!). In mine it's only 18.25.
Ok, I think in Russian but I prefer writing songs in English. So I like them both...
What time is it now in your country?(if you haven't gone to sleep yet!). In mine it's only 18.25.
I_n_v_i_s_i_b_l_e
10-10-2005-19:28
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its 17:28....I just didn't sleep last night...
Kak dobavlyat ludey kak p.4. ili drizya??!!
You've already done it=)
And I also want to sleep... Though today I didn't go to school because of illness, stayed at home and slept for a long time...
grrrr...
And I also want to sleep... Though today I didn't go to school because of illness, stayed at home and slept for a long time...
grrrr...
And why didn't you sleep last night?
I_n_v_i_s_i_b_l_e
10-10-2005-19:38
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It wa impossible to sleep.. all the thoughts...
You should control your thoughts not to let them control YOU...
And what do you think about so much that it's getting impossible to sleep?
P.S. I've sent you a private message, have you read it?
And what do you think about so much that it's getting impossible to sleep?
P.S. I've sent you a private message, have you read it?
I_n_v_i_s_i_b_l_e
11-10-2005-00:11
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I think about everything.. I have a problem to control emotions...
I dont know how to read it
I dont know how to read it
well... Go to "Настройки дневника" and there choose "Личные настройки. Главная". There you will see an unread message... Click on it to read.
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