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Стишок про раздвоение личности:) Написала прошлым летом на рассвете после традиционно бессонной ночи. На www.marilyn-manson.net хвалили.

-Pretend that you're dying and just fall asleep
The sweetest dreams are not sometimes too deep
Relax, fuck it all and do listen to me -
I am your inner voice, I wanna set your soul free

Your mind is exhausted, your instincts still on
Use one of the strongest and make it the one
You've got just one life and also one death
Just a single first scream and a single last breath

Only one - do you hear me? - there'll be no other chance
You are wasting your life in just stupid amounts
You're already big girl - it's high time to forget
All that teenager's trash with no trace of regret

-Do shut up, stupid bitch, you're so sober and smug
Just to make me feel sick, but you don't give a fuck
You do perfectly know, it's impossible to
Follow your "good advice" after all I've gone through...

...А это посвящается собирательному образу моих бывших всех полов:

My first man was my middle finger
I'm not monogamous, I'm swinger
You don't try to fool me, sweet baby -
When I answer "no", it's not "maybe"

You must feel fucking cool, indeed
Washing my brains with all this shit
But all this self-confident stuff
Does nothing to me but makes laugh=)

...И на закуску - поток сознания имени любимой мозоли:

watch me lying in the bath
blood-stained blade is on my breast
taste my pain, and though it's bitter
just for you it will be sweet
i am your bleeding masterpiece
painted in blood and dirt
we were each other's inspiration
though for you i had no face
the wormwood star has fallen
and the waters became red and bitter
for everyone but you
come and see my personal har-magedon
i know you like this beauty of death
for so many days i dedicated you my pain
and now let my last breath
be the words of blessing
your cursed name

("infinitie of space encompassing...")

*rhyme wasn't meant here*

ЗЫ, Wormwood Star (звезда Полынь) - образ из Откровения Иоанна. Если кому-то интересен контекст, см. главу 8, стихи 10-11.