To my handsome young son Joseph and my beautiful daughter Nicole. We all miss you so very much. Everyone we know is missing you too. It is almost 9 months since your momma took you out of our lives. None of this is your fault Joseph & Nicole. I hope to see you someday. I wish more than anything you could see grandma and grandpa before it is to late. Daddy has made mistakes and I am sorry. But you both are very special and I hope you remember how much we love you and always will. Daddy will never give up on seeing you again.