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Кто знает суть моих переживаний, поймёт этот текст без труда! Но, теперь я двигаюсь вперёд, в моей жизни нет больше ничего плохого и все дальнейшее видится в радужном цвете


It’s raining. Raining hard, but no one knows. It’s frosty and snowy out, it’s raining inside me. The drops are falling down non-stop. They are crystal clear. The drops are like words. They become flat the moment they touch the window glass as well as the words become flat the moment they are spoken. Almost always. But not now.
- Hi, how are you?
I am so impatient to hear even these words now. Just the voice. The voice that matters. The words have sense only when the voice matters. It’s like the sun that makes rain drops become a rainbow. Shiny, multicoloured and gay. And so real. You can see it, but never touch... (Dear, you would underastand my feelings, if u will read this post)
I startle at every phone ring. No, no, no … a long dreamless sleep, existence out of reality … solitude among the crowd.
Then, like a lightning – the sensation, which is so peculiar – it’s the knowing for sure what is going to happen the next moment. That’s it! The talk similar to the walk on the edge of a razor. (sometimes it is very helpful to step on the edge of razor,right? And u start to understand who was ( is) really dear to you....) Tempting and dangarous. Every word – a step – up or down? I am so panicky that are unable to think. I am trying to keep away from the delicate points – I don’t know the rules of this game. One step forward – two steps backward – a wary dance… (now understand that it was the only thing, the only right thing, u should do the steps and never look back on the bad and painful things)


Wish a lot of beautiful moments for all of my friends!!!!!!!!!!!!!