I am so confused... I don't understand why I even care.... Today I went to my parent's friends house, whose son happens to be a former crush of mine, strange isn't it? I got over him forever ago, but I didn't stop liking him, like as a friend... So me and Emily were there, and we did shit and talked to strange little Jewish boys (lol Emily), and then he came home, and started being all mad at me, and I don't even know why I care... Why can't I just say screw him and move on.... I thought it might be that I still like him, but see, here's the thing.... I kind of DON'T.... I guess before I was kind of mad at him for changing (I mean, you know poeple change over time), because he wasn't the same guy I had liked.... but then again, I don't know why I care about that either... It feels so weird... like I should KNOW something really obvious but I don't... like the sky being blue for example... It's like someone asls me what color the sky it, and I look up, but I don't see it... Like I'm color blind.... Really, sometimes I think something is seriously wrong with me... [455x494]