i'm crying again...
why is everything so fuckin hard for me?! Oh, i think i can write a song now.. that song is awesome but david can understand my feelings and he'll begin to freak out.. Oh, it's difficult when you can't express your feelings to the person that you love..

i'm lying on my bed, it's 2 am, i'm staring at his pic, he's so hot... oh.. look at these beautiful brown eyes, this fuzzy black hair... his arms are perfect... i imagine how he's touching me... oh, shit! i need to go to the bathroom again... holy fuck! he turns me on! [oh... ah..] it's great..
his picture isn't enough for me.. i need more..
oh! i can hear his steps.. i need to pretend that i'm sleeping. i can't write now anymore, see u later