Now that some time has passed, I'm just thinking about positive and negative points of what was back there, in September. There's at least one thing I am grateful to him - he made me feel needed, wanted (in any sense), loved girl of his. That was an unforgettable feeling, the only one a man should provide his woman with.

I do lack that very emotion every night spent alone, without a man's chest to lean on. Not necessarily his one)