lost power
lost place and space
maybe it's more than easier for me to be here because of nobody knows

at last (but not the least, huh;)) we're growing up to disconnection, to the language of silence at and all over the one hidden place of our mind without finding a word to mark a line between sence and consciousness

so i am conscious of unreality of the aim but it does not mean rejection of the way

smile, bodies

LI 3.9.25