second day alone. just a little and I'll have family again.
what a day.. what a long day.. that don't wanna end. sorry girls, I've spoiled yours party with my sad face. just to many thoughts, too many memories.
left for my empty flat. thunder, storm and rain stopped me. bought some tasty food (french cheese, sausage, fresh bread, joghurts..). tried to buy a book. but the bank was unavailiable at the moment and I haven't got any cash, so.. no destiny I suppose.
got wet. but a shower and a cup of hot chocolate made it.
people aren't meant to be alone. not even for a.. day.
missing.. him. trying to pick up the phone and call, but stoping myself every time. 'cause I promised. myself first. I need to wait. and watch. and listen to my heart and mind. it's tough. but needed.
OMG. it's like a deja-vu, isn't it?

Just let me hold you while you're falling apart. Just let me hold you so we both fall down. Fall on me, tell me everything you want me to be. Forever with you, forever in me. Ever the same.