It all happened all of a sudden... as if I was fully following desiderata...I've never really thought a thing like that would ever happen to me..they used to say i've deserved it but nothing seemed to prove their words..i waited..& waited..and never begged..i simply hoped one day i would open my eyes & would give a start out of the blue as I murmured your name ...it all reminded me of a pretty commonplace romantic comedy but it felt so real & dear that it never mattered WHAT actually it was...and it was..it IS the very essence of any human's being...something vital and breathtaking that makes you move, smile, cry, shout and yell and you feel it's not in vain.."is this love or am i dreaming?!" nobody knows it...
there was a friend of mine who kept on saying i was doomed to failure in any kind of relationship..i was apt  to killing and destroying all the saint & beating in any person who becomes foolish enough to start liking me...i believed..until one day i found YOU..."you make me feel brand new"...i do really think you're not used to such a good treatment but i can't prevent myself from loving you as i am love myself right now...i'm aware you do understand...you understand all the time...I don't have to say as you simply feel what's inside...you ARE that very man...i've never regretted a single moment i've known you...any single tear i've cried..i've been waiting..i am waiting..i'll be waiting..as i know you'll come..
they say you need years to fall in love...they're wrong.....
d'you remember the day we first talked to each other?! I don't really...but if somebody told me I would fall in love with you in 10 years I would burst into laughing as it seemed so ridiculous...& now 10 years later i can't imagine a single minute without thinking of you...
d'you remember that day we first met at the library??? i've never told you before, but i spent about half an hour just watching you..so serious...so handsome...so dear..i envied the people who've been around you these years...i wish i were myself...oooppps.....now you know another secret of mine)))
d'you remember the day i beseeched you to get me rid of ex-boyfriend???? you told him to forget your girlfriend..and shame on me...i really felt I WAS!!!!
d'you remember the day you got to know i love you??? you answered that you missed me...i was about to cry....
d'you remember...& you Do remember...& you DO know...because you are my man....because i love you...because you love me...

i love adore you...i miss you..i'll spend my whole life with you only....))))

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