i had a dream about Tim.. it was very intense and dark.. not a nightmare though.. it was so real.. like he was right here with me.. i slept for 14 hours, didn't want to wake up... and when i got out of bed, my nose started bleeding.. couldn't stop it for about 10 minutes.. i can still taste the blood in my mouth..
i want to be with him but i can't.. i want my life back with Tim in it.