being alone i understood one thing.... i am strong, i'm beautiful, i am clever enough... so the next thought is 'do i really need a man to hold me, to suport me...to protect me' ... i wonder do i need this softness, protection or everything else.... i was trying to fall asleep and they come to my head... may be my loneliness will kill me.... may be it is wrong, but i think it is right noe... i have no time to play games... i can't wait... i need to tell the object i like him right now... but it is wrong... so i will be along till i will change my mind to something more amicable.... so i think i suffered enough so i don't want any more... i want freedom and respect.... and nothing more