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i woke up today in the morning and saw grey sky though the sky was clear.. i saw clouds though the sun was shining... i don't know how to live.. you're leaving my life.... you told me that your vacation without me will be lonely.... you told me that you missed me - strange... but i don't believe words i've waited for a year... i didn't think that this could happen, but probably you mean less for me.... though i know that you were the ONE... my No.1 ... but probably only in my dreams... it was just the first time when i failed in recognozing who the person is... you seemed so ideal to me.. so handsome and strong man... when i saw you in Turkey you seemed so sensible.... but you are not... i just couldn't believe that behaviour when i left.. i couldn't believe that after all we had you could stop our relations so easily.... passing by you've broke me inside and i don't know how to live with it... one part of me tells that you are not the one i need... not the one who loves me... but the other loving part tends to you.... waits for you.... hurts for you....... the first part of me still believes in you.... trusts your words... but the other one is killing the first... the constant opposition inside me... the fight that i can't stop........ i can't bear it...