I'm in spleen now. Looking for new opportunities mainly inside myself.
Expecting soon good rock from my upcoming daughter. I guess this is material and need something that could hook me, something like new sound, new view. I would be drug addict but I can't since I always have someone to carry about. I used to be drunk and I did like it, now I feel no sense in drinking.
I used to dream about having no permanent place to live, now I'm dreaming of house but do not know the place to build it, moreover I don't like any. Every second I'm at work here, every second I feel thousands of TV cams chasing me to make sure I'm well shaven, my shirt well ironed and I'm well entertained. But I don't.