В колонках играет - *unrequited_love*
Настроение сейчас - a bit gloomy... feel upset!

Заходим в комментарии по теме cosplay^^! Там имеется интересное предложение!
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Hello, guys!
How's life treating u? Well, I'm ok, as u can notice... Huh, I'm all about school and making knowledge right now. Everythin's drivin' me crazy... oh, if you only could imagine how hard it is to combine school and supplementary courses for the univ! That's terrible... I spend too much time preparing for all that! I approximately joy only Sunday as a weekend! However, it isn't gonna be an exception also! You know, in fact, I study and study and study... like a prisoner, who even can't get rid of his troubles... I'd love to fly afar... but have no wings to leave the earth! :( Oh my Gosh! It feels like I'm a helpless human... even not human... just a thing! -A THING-! And it sounds like they can do any harm to me they want, I mean by "them" school, especially teachers and adults in whole!!! :( The negative attitude is caused my school and by univ.. and don't think, pls, I'm that weak! No, I'm a strong person, according to my soul and character! Actually, I survived various ocassions erlier... what happened to me now? Why can't I deal with that complicated situation?! Maybe I have no more power to continue the "fight"? Or something else? What d'you think? Yes, that message has the only aim: to talk to somebody... maybe I just feel lonely and that's why I'm that gloomy and depressed! I'm particulary a school leaver... and it makes me feel worse, than anything else can do! :( huh, I play the fool, I bet... And there's no point for you to listen to me, but I have no choice... Should I stay dumb? No-o! I can't stand it! Everytime throughout my life I believed that I'm not alone... I can pretty easy get along with people... that's my special trait! And, to everybody's surprise, these people always support me when it's necessery!.. But, on the other hand, as every human, I have my own drawbacks... I wish I was spleeping at the moment... I'm so badly tired... I feel weary! I gotta go, as well... heh, my stupid motion couldn't really deeply impress u, right? I'm sorry... but somtimes I need you reading my letters and messages... seems to me, though, you'll reply me and will support me... :) I trust you all! That's the deal... Well, sorry for my poor english... it's growing wrose and worse with each day, I guess... Hope you still have the opportunity to write my messages... ok, that's enough for a while! I'm gonna stop talking -now- in order not to press you.. and not to load you with my problems.. I should deal with them by myself! I'll be strong anyway! (Words from my own song,,, I composed it a year ago... :) hehe today these words can sound like a simbol... lol). Guess you didn't even understand what was the reason for that endless speach... anyway, try to make strong views on that sunbject! I'm not a crazy yet... :) I'm just a poor tired child! :) that's all!.. enjoy the diary! And write your comments! :) bye bye! Jaa ne! Do svidaniya! :) :) :) In russian interpretation!