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People I am so not going to write in russian!!!Nobody reads my diary!!So I just want to free my mind...My day sucked...First half of a day was okay,because my esl teacher told me that they are going to move me to a higher level(I was in esl science 2,esl english 2,esl writing 2 and socials 3 and it is going to be: science(regular),esl english transitional or level3 and writing esl 3-trans, so In esl socials I will probably stay for the end of the school year...So I was so happy about it, and I told Kate and Nat!And they werent happy for me,Kate said that They are moving me by mistake or something!!!!!Fucking jealous bitch!Off course, she was in esl for 3 years!!!And I was like *so You cant just be happy be for me...hm..and you think I am dumb and my english sucks right?*and she was like*NAT nat I am innocent,She is mad at me*I just walked away..I dont want to fight!My mom said that I did the right thing because they arent friends...all they can do is insult me!I am so sick of this!I always tried to be a good friend,I always cared about them,always supported them...And I was happy FOR THEM!It hurt my feelings... SHE IS CHINESE!BITCH SHE HAS TO BE PROUD OF THE FACT THAT SHE MAKES FRIENDS WITH TWO RUSSIAN GIRLS!!!WHAT IS THE MATTER WITH ME???Cant I just say*fuck off???Am I weak? I dont know what to do!!!My english was impoving when I was with them..shit..
And Now I know One thing about myself:I am calm and peaceful most of the time Until I get pissed off...
P/S/I have got a parcel from my dad!In the Parcel I found 40$american(hahaha)Two pairs of socks..mom stole one whatever..A lot of markers,pens and stuff like that and I have got pijama from my aunt..So As soon as My dad calls,I will thank him...