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Now I understand why all immigrants are crazy...My mom is mad at me...I am so different, I cant be mad for a long time..She is acting like she hates me but I dont care anymore..The end of the first term is coming up,so I have to study as hard as I can!Everyday I pray for my mom,but god doesnt seem to notice me..whatever...The only thing I know is George and I will never be together,just because I tried to show him How I really feel and he is acting like I am a freak..that hurts..I WILL NEVER FALL IN LOVE AGAIN!!!MY FEELING ARE HURT,MY MIND IS SOMEWHERE FAR AWAY.. I miss my dad,friends..but I cant go back,i have nothing in minsk...NOTHING...PPL TELL ME WHAT DO WE LIVE FOR?LOVE DOESNT EXIST FOR ME ANYMORE...I NEVER HAD A BOYFRIEND THAT LOVED ME AS MUCH AS I LOVED HIM..I will fo to bed,i dont feel very well..I am thinking too much...