Something is wrong with me...I am back on my diet..Today I ate an apple ,green salat,and grape...that`s it..:I am in love And this time it`s serious...My face gets so so red when I see him,I cant move when he walks by,And I want to see him again and again..It`s like fireworks around me and bunnies are jumping..But In school if I see him, I see him with A BUNCH OF GIRLS!I am so jealous,and I am so sure that he has a gf...

And he is in love with one of them because I saw his eyes glowing when he was talking to them...That`s what I have when I look at him..my eyes glow..

I want everything to be perfect this time and I will work out a plan and I will slowly move on...I will spy on him on friday at school at the end of the day(I mean after school)I really want to know where he lives..which way he goes to school everyday

I know if he doesnt know me,I cant do anything,I cant even talk to him...BUT I have to do something..My locker is so close to him and a girl from my grade has locker next to him...I asked her today, but she said she doesnt know him.I LOVE GEORGE I LOVE GEORGE I LOVE GEORGE....If I had a chance to talk to him just once..that could be enough to get closer..

I will go shop next weekend and I will spend 200$ bucks that my father gave me..So I will look good and I will get his attention...
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