сдаётся мне.. я совершила ошибочку. но зато сейчас хорошо. но как-то неспокойно.
второй день заслушиваюсь песней агиллеры-hurt. отношения с папой всегда занимали большую часть в моей жизни. слава Богу все не так драматично,как в песне,но.. просто чувство благодарности,умиления и прочие мерзости возникают... Спасибо,Папа,что Вы есть. Спасибо что там много мне дали и тааак много для меня сделали.Спасибо что поддерживали меня и..что не читаете мой дневник,а то бы многое вас повергло в шок..А я так этого не хочу!
а ещё сегодня ко мне пришло осознание одного факта. "нас связывает большое прошлое,но с... *** насущное сегодня".. хорошо было сказано..
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Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face,
You told me how proud you were but I walked away,
If only I knew what I know today..

I would hold you in my arms,
I would take the pain away,
Thank you for all you've done,
Forgive all your mistakes,
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I want to call you
But I know you won't be there..

I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do.
And I've hurt myself by hurting you..

Somedays I feel broke inside but I won't admit,
Sometimes I just want to hide 'cause it's you I miss,
And it's so hard to say goodbye
When it comes to this..

Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes
And see you looking back..

I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do..
And I've hurt myself..

If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I've missed you
Since you've been away
Ooh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line
To try and turn back time..

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do..
And I've hurt myself.. by hurting you
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