I am so sad right now.... Everything is going for me- job, friends, daughter is all good, but I am so tired of waiting for that one little text message, from "you know who", and I am upset with myself that I just can't get him out of my head- I know, I KNOW, he is bad news for me and I should just forget him, but I can't and that's the whole problem.
Gonna head to the gym after work and just "kill" myself on trademill to get home and crash!!!!
Its always sooooo sad when dreams don't come true! And when we don't get it the way we want. Maybe I have somekind of disorder when if I can't het something on my terms I get withdrown and depressed???!!!!