so, this New Years Eve I made a wish to meet my True Love this year, to fall in love, crazy, unconditionally, kind of like Bella fell for Edward...

and then...what the fuck am I supposed to do now? I see him and think he is the perfect perfect perfect boy, handsome, so sexy and I am just being showered by lust, oh how I love that feeling, but at the same time I am trying very hard NOT to do stupid crazy things which I always do and just to have fun, get to know him and enjoy the ride....


I am scared to death that he doesn't feel the same, even though every thing he does screams that he does, oh well, only TIME will tell...