.....But i just went against the grain
It was a feelin i can't explain
And it felt like harmony
Singin in my face like
diddy-duhdee doo-dah-day
I don't want it to ever go away
I want it around me every day
Singin in my face like
diddy-duhdee doo-dah-day ....
-Akon




OK so I AM fallling in love or lust or both or whatever. I can't stop thinking about that boy, he drives me CRAZY.... all I wanna do is get my hands on him and never let go. when we get together - time flies, when we r on the phone time flies but in between of course I got to wait and it is SLOW....
so... we have another date set up and so far I am pretty excited about everything, and we have such a STRONG sexual tension it is not even funny....and everything has been really cool, I am trying not to get my hopes up so I won't get hurt but at the end I know I am gonna gt hurt one way or another- at least now I am having fun that"s important...


nasty weather outside- snow storm.... going to bed...