Sometimes I wonder how so many different emotions can live within me???!!! I go through such an emotional rollacoaster it's unbelievable! ::)) I mean I normally very happy and positive person, but sometimes I feel so lonely and don't want to see anyone or talk to anyone because I feel ugly and "unwanted". But then again within seconds I change my mind ad call someone up and there I am again, center of a party!!!! Some people just say- oh, well, you are a girl after all what do you expect??!! LOL But I am so sick and tired of this. I just want to be happy. I am honestly tired of dating. I just want one normal, kind guy who is not scared to settle down and compromise and who can give love and make me happy. Is that too much to ask? I've got all those guys all over me and it is so hard to tell if they are being genuine or just thinking to "get" me as another score??!!

Anyhow. I am busy. Social life is booming. Photography is sooo busy. Everything is really good! Promise!

I am reading again!! YAY!