guys are all son of a bitches and just want to fuck. they just want to get in your pants. that is the truth. that is their only goal and motivation to be nice to you and to even talk to you. after they are done they might stick around for a little bit and then most likely will pursue the next pussy on their list. that IS the truth and I am OK with that. More then that I feel like that is the only thing they are good for right now. sex. I want no-one permanent. I want to fuck like a rabbit and to have fun. I hate guys to be honest with you. they all are true ass holes. I will always have a memory of one guy who was an asshole, but the best of all of them. :))))


and now all I want is to fuck. isn't it awful. I mean what kind of person I am after all? I got guys texting me non stop. Like today I've had three guys asking me out and I picked one and had such an amazing time with him and we even made out a little and then I sent him home. Cause I got to tame him a little for the next time. But it seems he will be OK in bed. And that is ALL I am thinking about. And then once he left I texted another guy and talked on the phone with him for a bit. Sex only. With this one too. And then I've got an e-mail from a very sweet old ex and that made me so happy and ...horny. All I could think about was how nice would it be to get together right now and just fuck. Is it just me, age, or vodka? Fuck. And then I just noticed this guy I went out on a date today took my belly button ring off while playing with it.. why? ass hole.

Good night.

I am such a looser!