Finally, I have done it too much times already to know the exact procedure, so don't you all worry, nothing will ever shadow my spirit. So as you all can see now, I changed the avvies (for the main one huge thanks goes to the stuff of ZoeWannamaker.com, it's great and so suits me in general and the situation in particular, and for the Usual Wander once - my thanks and applause to Dgtall, you've done a really marvelous job), the head thing (for the first time there is a pic there and it's made by myself, sadly I still don't have Photoshop) and for the second time my diary exists I did change it's title, thanks to Feytl, who, when she was visiting me yesterday evening found out the whole story was the first one to remember the song Luisa Veronica Chikonne, a.k.a. Madonna has ever sung and together we changed some words in it to suit the situation better, which you can read in closed post below and here is the great original:

You only see what your eyes want to see
How can life be what you want it to be
You're frozen when your heart's not open
You're so concerned with how much you get
You waste your time with hate and regret
You're broken when your heart's not open

If I could melt your heart
we'd never be apart
Give yourself to me
You hold the key

Now there's no point in placing the blame
And you should know I'd suffer the same
If I loose you, my heart would be broken
Love is a bird, she needs to fly
Let all the hurt inside you die
You're frozen when your heart's not open
You're broken when your heart's not open

If I could melt your heart
we'd never be apart
Give yourself to me
You hold the key

You only see what you want to see
How can life be what you want it to be
You're frozen when your heart's not open
You're broken when your heart's not open

If I could melt your heart
we'd never be apart
Give yourself to me
Love holds the key
If I could melt your heart
we'd never be apart
Give yourself to me
Love holds the key

If I could melt your heart
If I could melt your heart

PS: You know what, Dgtall, I was really right when I have chosen "sarcastic laugh" as the key word for your memo, that's really the thing I am!