heah! i forgot about my dairy. but now i'm again here and i can write
something. i have a lot of things to wirte. actually, i want to say that
i really like my university. and i really like this life. i really like
to read books and listen the musis and thanks to the Lord, Who created
all this world with His Wisdom and strengthened it on His Power! thank
You, my God!

and i want to write about the book that i am reading. i really want to
read "night watch", but i don't know where to get it. so, i'm reading
Elderege... and here's a qoute "most of us are afraid of our gudance,
our intuition, our 'hunches'. we try to close our mind to them, thereby
incerasing our restlesness and losing the benefit of the heavenly
warning that would tell us when and how to pray". so, i want to think
about it and write something. really, how often we rely on our intuition,
or something that we call this way, and we are successful? i think that
almost always. why? because the things are not what they seem. because
there is a war beyond our survey and there is something that we can't
understand, but we can rely on. but why do we close our mind for all
this things and why the woman's intuition is more known then man's one?
i think that because sometimes women are more brave then men and
sometimes their way of doing is "unlogical" for men. but frequently
they are successful. so, let's arm with our intuition and use it in
our lives?..

some thoughts about the team. sure, work in team and teamwork
makes our life faster, but that's so hard. sometimes that's easier
for me to do something by own then to plan everything with team. so,
do we need to be in team, that's the core question of my today
imagination, because today will be the meeting of team and first group
in this semester.

firstly i want to write some causes, some reasons of dufficulties of
teamwork. first difficulty is our egoism :) yeah! that's it. our "I"
and all constrained stuff. everything that we don't want to fix in
ourselves and everything that we wasnt to fix in others, but they
don't want to listen our words. the second cause is our complexes,
and hardness of asking for help.

but. teamwork is not asking for help. that's partnership. and even if
you ask somebody to help you, that's not actual help for yourself,
that's work for team's success. and we need to understand, that
final result is not our own, but the result of efforts of all team
members, and we can't be pride of it, even if this idea belonged to
us. :)