what's that heart? who can understand it and recognize its meaning? i can't. i think that heart is place where our thoughts are stored. place where true feelings are exist. i don't know, why, but only few of things can get in our heart: death, leaving, meeting, birth, good film, good song, hot words, dramatical book, blame, condemnation, slander, hypocrisy. we preceive this world by our mind. our mind forms thoughts and then thoughts can get in our heart.

"who needs the heart that can be damaged?" - Tina Turner. yesterday after 23:00 Alena Mazur called to me and we had great conversation. i think that she is my good friend and she quoted me this cite. sure, who needs such heart? if somebody would build the wall, he will build strong wall. and if our heart is easy-damaging, then, mabye, there is some problems with stability of our heart? and only when we close our heart to all bad things, it becames strong an full of joice. sure, we mustn't close it for the death death and leaving, or some sincere, hearty scenes, or occasions, but we need to close it for the slander and hypocrisy of others... i think so...

"If we believed that we can do everything, we would follow Him anywhere". yeah. that's right. if our heart is full of God's peace and His leading, then we can listen it and act according it. but we should be careful, because the voice of heart is quiet and sound of desire in not loud :|. but if we know, that this is desire of our heart, we can follow our heart with no doubts.

forgiveness.
pastor told a story. two sisters were sitting on the couch. one of them was crying. she said to second "i want to love you again".
that's true forgiveness. when somebody hurts us, we can't leave our damaged (oh..) heart, and we can't love our offender then. but true forgiveness is desire to love again...

pride.
pride is trying to settle in our heart. sometimes it does... but if we don't be attentive and careful, we will not recognize pride and it will defeat us. proud people won't be free. even in Jesus Christ. because they are slaves of themselves. pride is desire to plase oneself higher then God, or replace God...
we can't worship God without bowing down. and we need to be humble. we need to want blessings for others! we need to have a desires towart neighboring...
humble are blessed, because they will see the Lord...

that's all 4 today...