today our cat died. i thought that he is white bastard, but when he began to ache, i felt that i love him. not because he is beautiful, but because he is the part of our family, because he is our little kitty. no. o knew that i loved him before, but almost every day he made surprises that made me mad. but his death was a great wound for my mom. she is a doctor and yesterday she spent whole the day near him, because he was lying and crying.

i saw the great example of Christian unconditional love. because she can give all her time for the sick creature. when her mother was sick, she spent a lot of time with her. when other people are sick, she can do everything to help them, even if it can damage her. as for me, it is great!

yesterday i went for a walk with player :) nice company, isn't it? and i spent cool time for alone. but i know that God was near. when i listened Christian songs, smile came over my face and i began smile. i listened the song of Piage "You can turn the darkness into the light". and it was cool. i can't say that i saw a miracle, but it was special.

then i came home and my shabbat began! i red the book of Elderege. i red about the book of Romans. he wrote about one of the names of Jesus in New Testament. This name is "The Last Adam". And he explains this word in details. he begins to tell something about people. and that's interesting. he writes first about us that we were the living statues of God, the bearers of God's image in ourselves. then He writes about the Adam, that through the sin of one man sin entered the live of people. but Paul writes that if through the disobediense on one son entered the live of people, than through the obedience of Christ God will forgive us and give us much more that we had...

"sky is falling... everybody, save yourself...."