Elderegde wrote that the main mission of Christ is to heal heart-broken people. But i want to say that everybody of us is heart-broken. We are alone and lost in that big and great world.
Olya is living tomorrow. Yesterday i wrote the creative and gave it her today. It was really cool day, it was a cool weather, i red a cool chapter from the book and now i can sit and write something to my dairy. That's first record in that book.
I don't know, why do somebody want to read my dairy. That's my stupid and clever thoughts, not more. That's only explaination or realisation of my personality. That's my first expirience of writing down the dairy in english and in web...

I was thinking about today's Cristianity and about vitality of Christians. Why? Because i've found some hypocrisy, or that's just my imagination made this actions hypocritical? I was thinking about the students of seminary. Today i've finished printing of two works. They were similar. I can't believe in spiritual words that students have wrote there, i red this words and i think that their lives are not like they've wrote...
I don't know, am i judging them, or not, but i can't believe it. That's it. Though, sometimes my words are so spiritual.. or no. I've red letters and i was thinking, how spiritual is the sender of the letter, but then, when i began to reply, i wrote spiritual things too. Not because i wanted to be like somebody, but because i was thinking this way...

And.. that's cool to use English to explain my minds. I hope that in time i will be able to do it better, and better, and better.... Tomorrow it will be the Church meeting, Sergey will back from the Crimea. I want to sing one Kosyachkov's song, called "Song of the East".
Jenya went to the America today. I don't know, what am i think about this. I don't know, what must i feel about this. I know only that it will be all right if i will be with God and i hope that she will be with Him too... every day just looking at Him...

"Where is savinh faith come from? The heart. Which raises a troubling reality for all of us: you don't belong to God, you are not a Christian at all, until you engage your heart, believe with your heart".