all weakends long i was sick............
i had a fever.....
not i feel sick and its getting warmer outside, well not really warmer but just a little bit.......today i returned to school after 7 days of staying at home and drinking hot tea with lemon, i don't feel well in school............i kind of lose my mind and sense of presents, eh.......i even asked dasha what year are we in right now, eh? how bad is that? i am out of my mind.............
i feel a little sad , very one , olga and dasha went out with friends to the weekends and had a lot of fun and drinkin,g they didn't stay home and i did. ...i can't image what would my parents say if i said , mom dad i won't sleep for two days at home, is that ok with you? and i am 20 and they are 18!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! damn, now i see how much i depend on my parents and how much they controll my world, but i still think that when i will have kids my age i will do the same , i will controll them and be at home ....usually it doesn't lead to anything good..........anyway.......i am a little bit jelous , but i will get over it i promise, everything hads its onw sweet time........in the morning class teacher tought that i will cry because i was so embarassted, and i kind of was, itsn't not my fault that in russian we dont have sound th like in english and i simply can't make it....................i can't..........but i will , b/c i have to, b/c i want to pass the class......eh.........my nose is so watery...eh. beh, beh, its discusting , i will go play on line right now i guess, since i have free time before my next class........
i will write later.........
love , me prosto kak 2 kopeiki