its funny and scary how i felt today.........
when he was walking into the class room, i almost prayed to a God that he will sit next to me..............i was imazed how much i wanted him at that moment.........
damn, i don't know whats so special about him......................................
i really don't...................
he is not tall, not muscular or " pretty boy" but i want him more than i ever wanted anyone...................funny , isn't .....................and what did i find in him...................why him? why???why??? He is so shy and into himslef and studying, i really don't have a chanse to get to know him........................that sucks............................................why him? Why not someone who constantly flirt with me? oh man....................................
funny feelings.............................
its almost 11 midnight and i am thinking about him......................................
please, please, please God let him notice me.......................