i dont know whats going on with me.........

i've got the job that i wanted! that was easy!! and so yesterday i went out with him to celebrate it......we went bowling , movies and than he drove me home.....than we spend like an hour making out in his car , and i totally went for it.....althrough he said i was very cold towards him in the beginning and than he asked me if i was a virgin....i said yes , and he said i guessed so.....

weird, but i wanna have sex with him so badly........he told me his wish (since i lost to him in bowling) , that he wants to go atlantic city for 2 days and he wants me to go with him.....and than he told me that we will have to sleep in one bed if i go.....

it is so not me, but i really wanna go......i dont know what to do