today was a big day
i went to a job interview........
it actually turned out to be a group interview...but thats ok...i got the second interview - one on one- this thursday, unless they call me and say no thank you, hehe......
but hey i took a big step toward my future today......
i know i did the right thing...
i am glad i went today, even through i don't really want this job so badly..........
but i made a step today toward getting into bus world , getting toward net working and connecting w/ people..........i am a big girl now.....i am so proud of myself
and thats not all today i i went to eat at manhattan mall totaly by myself , i know it sounds stupid, but i never EVER eat in public by myself.....i feel shy and lonely , and i feel like ppl look at me......but not today, i decide to buy pizza , sit next to the tv and eat it all by my self....like a group ups do! (haha, at my age- rigth) , i saw so many bus ppl just sitting around me , either alone or w/ a coworker having lunch....i felt like one of them......eating pizza by my self, wearing a suit, silky white blouse, gold watch on my wrist and just feeling powerful.....like i belong here....among those big ppl.
and thats my day today!