Sometimes I start feeling tired. Tired of all these things I'm trying to do, of people that's always around me, of simple things, even of myself. I always wondered, how do some people always stay calm and optimistic, have a perfect sense of humour and do everything in time?

I respect such people. More than that I like to learn something from them. One of my worst sides of character is laziness and I always fight with it. But sometimes I give up fighting and just rest on my sofa watching Fashion TV all day.

And then I just get tired of doing it. Of doing nothing.

So, that's a paradox: when I have lots of things to do finally I get tired, but when I have nothing to do I get tired of doing nothing!