7.06.05. Written on the diary of mine...

I think that I'm crazy. I'm always thinking of him. He is my beloved person, inspite of I lost him many month ago. Now I'm in love as I think with my boyfriend but I think smth more Ineeded.
What/'s wrong with me?
Is it normal o not? Olga, don't be silly. He is the best one you had. The marriage and future children, the family life is the best way out of this situation. Ineed to forget him, his kisses, his radiant smile, his eys...
Ihave more now than I had, so why I think about t. So, it's needed to finish such stupid thoughts. It's the only thing to do-forget about my past and begin to live new, the best one life. I think I deserve the best.