Well, it seems that I've got to stop drinking for a month or so in order to let my liver recover. Way I feel at the moment, I can see why I want my liver to recover as well, not a nice feeling. Unfortunately that's my last coping mechanism taken away. I can't drink. I can't cut. I don't do martial arts at the moment. I've got absolutely no way to let things out, and given the stuff that just happened, I could really do with something right about now.

I hate being on my own when I'm ill, particularly when there's not even anyone online. I feel like absolute crap. I've got the hangover from hell, and its going to last until the last drop of poison is purged from my blod stream, which apparently might take several more days. Yay me.

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