Must be something to do with the fact that I'll probably be doing Choi again soon. I've got my energy back, I'm back to the levels that I was before I started Uni. I'm hoping that I'm not gonna drop back down again, but if it takes too long to get to teach again then I know that I might.
Can't wait to get back to teaching, something that I actually know that I'm good at, and which I can do without thinking. The authority over other people doesn't hurt either, but its just a secondary thing, and the exercise and violent outlet is useful. For some reason letting stuff out in a class is actually useful, and lets me get rid of it, while battering bits of myself against inanimate objects doesn't do quite the same thing.
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