Massive, reassuring ego boost last night. Self-confidence has been restored, which makes me feel a lot better. Doesn't help with a lot of things, but generally improves my mood. I feel all perky and cynical.

Thinking of selling my LT armour if I can get a good price for it, desperately wanting pretty coat. I feel like I've rediscovered me. Just don't quite know what's happening at the moment, but I've pretty much stopped worrying about most of it. Not all, but enough for the time being.

Anyway, spent most of today playing Whiplash and watching Futurama, and yes, that is both at the same time. I've also got a ltitle money, though once various things are paid off its going to be quite a bit less money. Still a start though. Can't wait for the Southampton cheque to come through and put me in the clear for a while.

Life is...okay. I can be satisfied with what I've got at the moment, even if I don't quite know what that is.

Bunny