So used to lie.
It's me - a lie. It's my nature...
I always would lie even if it's absolutely useless - an old habit...
My life is a lie.
I don't care much that I lie to the others, and this I can bring under control
But will I ever be able stop lying to myself
I lie and deceive myself - every day I live, every decision I make - are full of lies
The truth is so scary to me
That why I always live wrong, do wrong, will I die wrong?