Hi

 

You want me to speak, it´s very nice of you, so you should be ready to lesen. It´s not easy. I´m not sure that I´m able to say it all personaly, but I can write.

I´m very upset about yesterday. The way day started was clear that you will be not able to stand up earler then 11 am, which means no time for anything.

-What do you want to do today? (NEVER ask it anymore)

-Let´s make a great difficult walk!!!!!

-Great! Let´s go it!!!!

I would also remind that the day before we wanted to go to France, but you forgot to discuss with me this fact, that we do not go!!!!

 Then you go away alone for biking, it´s very nice of you that you went only for 2 hours, but you did not tell me when you are coming back!!!! So I must sit at home and wait for you!!!!!! Very nice! We are still should go some where together. Maybe sauna??? Super, let´s go to sauna!!!!

You came back.

Will we go to sauna? No, we can go tomorrow, let´s go to museum, have a look do you like it?

I like it, I like, I like it!!!! Please let´s go!!!!!!

You take a bath.

It´s late, where do you want to go? Kino?

 

It´s quite boring to discribe everytime the same. Then comes DVD and it repeats. I only say thet I did not leave the hause at all. 

You had a great day. But the end was really fantastic!!!!

-I can lay here and enjoy my great errection and do notjing!

-What about me???

-Who speaks about you? You can bay some lamp!!!!

 

In the morning I knew exectly whats going to be. But I´m still surprised, that after all my words you ignore me. You need me only to be nice with you and do what you want.

 

I would also mention about holidays. I wanted with all me heart to see Lichtenstein, to see some citis, and you promised, that we can combine and find something for us both. But it was only about you.

I can´t be here independet and do all what I want and I have needs, which I can´t fullfield by myself. And if you ignore it, then at least don´t pretend and don´t promise