Sorry to hear of your pain. Recover soon!

Thank you. I'm trying my best.

Are you talking about a guy or your cat?

self-made, the cat seems to be doing fine now. The boyfriend though...adieu.

CRAZY_VENUS, the cat is more important, just cuddle with your cat for now :)

CRAZY_VENUS, boyfriends come and go... Everyone understand that with their mind, but nevertheless the good-bye part always hurts more or less... Sucks that it is this way... Your life just started getting better in one area and here you go... Well, at least you've got your job. And your cat is getting better. Still sucks that you have to suffer like this emotionally...

self-made, I know, I was just thinking...what if I did euthanize him two weeks ago? My Panther is the only man in my life who is loyal to me no matter what. :)

self-made, yeah...I didn't really expect this. Things were going well. And then...bam! Trying to stay positive, even though this time it's extremely hard! It was so wrong for me to meet this guy at this point in my life; he has just messed everything up and it will be hard to upgrade after getting to know someone like him.

CRAZY_VENUS, I know, it's much worse when it happens unexpectidely... When you thought everything was fine and then - boom. Much easier when you know it is coming (although still hard, but at least you have time to think it through and get ready in a way). But it's easy not to notice the signs when you are in love... I am sorry that this happened to you. Don't want to say banal words about the right guy somewhere out there. Time cures everything. And we never know what is awaiting us at the next life turn, everything happens for reason. So, get yourself together and move fwd :)